Thursday, July 2, 2009
AKTIVITI KK.
life recently went in limbo suspended for a week.
it was bliss.
barZ!ng was closed for a week due to renovations.
unfortunately was shown the exit gates from heaven on friday.
one week was so not enough for me to catch up on life.
so many things to do, so many people to meet, so little time.
instead of recuperating on much needed r&r, what have i been up to?
sunday : reunion at Core!
ahh.. the long lost people.
and no, i don't know why everytime we meet our heterosexualities are at stake.
monday : Terminal One.
tuesday : hock lee arcade (fun fun fun!) then Atmosfera.
thursday : mellowing out at b!ng.
no pictures of that night coz i was so sad that i had to go back to work the next day.
sigh.
life is back in the same old motion now.
not to mention my dears have left for kl again and left me to rot here.
sigh.
well at least there are still small random things that make my days much more bearable.
i got a glowey-in-the-darkey lolley!
*wink*
i still have some more at home!
who want?
=))
and some birthdays to celebrate..
i'm lazy to comment anymore about that night.
frankly, i dislike swinburnians, except for the very few who actually have some manners.
and yours truly had been shopping.
of course there was the shoe.
everyone keeps asking me where i got them, so i got it from ablinc. (clickable)
go check it out for yourself aite?
there's another blogshop i am madly in love with.
the owner is actually in kuching, so that makes payment and pickups much more easier.
Alysha House
she's on Friendster, FaceBook, MSN, you name it.
i got this bag from her.
and yes, all the zippers open to the same section.
lol.
and my partner in crime in skipping church.
the date was to meet at church for service.
instead we went to starbucks and drooled over Ed Westwick.
and then stuffed ourself fat with McD.
oh my, the sins i'm condemned with.
sorry i'm such a lousy camwhore.
and such a blind and lousy driver.
*wink*
oh, and who, may you ask, is Ed Westwick?
he's my sexy brooding bad boy.
=)
if anyone tells me again how much he looks like Zac Effron, i'll strangle you like a chicken.
piece of my mind, Zac E is fucking lame and HSM is fucking gay and Vanessa Hudgens is a fucking slut.
whoops.
Labels: ahlian, drama queen, porno
found my solitude* 11:13:00 PM
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Friday, June 19, 2009
POTENTIAL MAKEUP SONG.
we got along,
we got along.
we got along until you did that.
now all i want is just my heart back.
do you get that?
let me repeat that.
i want my heart back.
you can send it in a box.
i don't care just drop it off.
i won't be home.
coz without me, you know you're lost.
minus you i'm better off.
soon you will know.
you can try,
you can try.
you know i know it'd be a lie.
without me you're gonna die.
so you better think clearly, clearly.
before you nearly, nearly.
mess up the situation that you're gonna miss dearly, dearly.
you're not living, till you're living.
living with me.
you're not winning, till you're winning.
winning me.
you're not getting, till you're getting.
getting to me.
you're not living, till you're living.
living for me.
this is the potential breakup song.
my life needs just one.
so baby please just tell me.
this is the potential makeup song.
please just admit you were wrong.
which will it be?
so which will it be?
Labels: drama queen
found my solitude* 9:12:00 PM
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
CRANK IT UP YO.
look who's undead and back to crank it up.
lol.
aww.
Jason Statham is THE hotness.
he defines the word sexy.
when i bought the dvd i wasn't actually paying attention to the title.
only after i started watching, then i realized it was the sequel to Crank.
honestly i very much preferred the first.
the storyline was much more intriguing with kickass action scenes to boost.
Crank II actually has somewhat the same old story, except it's supposed to be some action/comedy flick.
about trying to keep himself alive throughout the whole movie.
past characters were brought back too.
and all through the movie i was like, "why she's not dead?" and "why he's not dead?".
it's like everyone in the movie has nine lives or something.
die, then come back to life.
Amy Smart is his girl in the movie.
thank the producers they brought her back to life after they killed her off.
now she is the female version of sex definition.
Chester Bennington came back too.
his character is adorably funny.
they got Bai Ling too.
to play a skinny stripper, surprise surprise.
she's so awesomely trashy.
lol.
besides the sickeningly hilarious ultraman-esque fight scene, the predicted sex scene was not as funny as the one in the first Crank.
if you haven't watched it yet, go crank it now.=)
Labels: ahlian
found my solitude* 8:55:00 PM
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
TAG! NOW YOU'RE IT.
yours truly is a slow poke besides being a lazy fat ass.
so she's always the it in main kejar-kejar.
but in this tagging game, i can be the one to say "TAG!"
i've been tagged by the devil in disguise named Angel.
she blogs at the new bar in town : the ForgetItBar.
1. Besides your lips, where is your other favourite spot to be kissed?
:: you can kiss my ass.
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
:: sleepy.
3. Who did you last take a photo with?
:: my boy.
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
:: nope. i'm an under-priveledged kid.
5. Will you ever donate blood?
:: i don't think my blood's healthy enough.
6. Have you ever had a best friend whom was of the oppposite sex?
:: yes.
7. Do you want someone to be dead?
:: not now. maybe i'll take on that offer some other time.
8. What does your last text message say?
:: "You have 1 missed call(s) at bla bla hrs from 019 bla bla bla."
9. What/Who are you thinking about right now?
:: nothing actually.
10. Do you want someoone to be with you right now?
:: not really.
11. What time did you go to bed last night?
:: 6am.
12. Where did you buy the top you're wearing right now?
:: forget jor.
13. Who was the last person to text you?
:: baby boy.
14. List out TEN people.
1. looh-kas.
2. chree-shiee.
3. edmund.
4. ayh-mee-liah.
5. day-veeh-sha.
6. desmond.
7. jennifer.
8. angel.
9. booh-jeyng.
10. mell
15. Who is 2 having a relationship with?
:: edmund.
16. Is 3 a male or a female?
:: last time i checked, male.
17. If 7 and 1 got together, would it be good?
:: err.. one of them is supposed to be my bf, so.. NO. lol.
18. What is 1 studying about?
:: business.
19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
:: yesterday and today.
20. Is 4 single?
:: no.
21. Say something about 2.
:: she's my baby dear.
22. What do you think about 3 and 6 being together?
:: no no *shakes head disapprovingly*.
23. Describe 1.
:: has a very short attention span. you're supposed to be studying now. not pia game ok? haih.
24. What will you do if 6 and 7 fought?
:: ooh. a lovers' spat. nah they don't fight.
25. Do you like 8?
:: no. i love her!
1. Name five people you're tagging.
1. dave.
2. amey.
3. calvin.
4. barbara.
5. angel chong.
2. Describe yourself in one word.
:: supercalifragilisticexpialidocious.
3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you or the one you love?
:: the one i love.
4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell them?
:: more like didn't have the time i guess.
5. What would you do if you got rejected face to face?
:: aww. hold back the tears and boo-hoo to my splitting heart's content later.
6. God is giving you just 5 more minutes before going back to Heaven. IF you love someone special, what would you say to that special someone?
:: hui tou zai jian..
7. What would you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you?
:: don't stop me when i say "I TOLD YOU SO".
8. Was there ever a time when you tried to love someone?
:: i don't just try, i do it.
9. Do you have something special with you all the time?
:: yes. life.
10. Long distance relationship?
:: i don't have the energy nor strength to go through one. i respect those who do.
11. Best place to cry?
:: on the shoulder of a big fat fluffy teddybear.
12. Who do you love the most?
:: everyone that i love.
13. Tell us about your dream last night.
:: i was in a store choosing belts. nyeh. dreams of a shopaholic.
14. Ever hated someone so bad?
:: been there, done that. i'm only human.
15. The biggest and most hurtful lie you've heard?
:: "i swear i'm telling the truth".
16. The last person you had a beer with?
:: my baby boy and the staffs at jungle. albert, desmond and jennifer. ahh! bei ni men guan zui le..
17. The last person you went to the movies with?
:: lucas, christine and edmund.
18. The last person you talked on the phone with?
:: him.
19. The last person you hugged?
:: him again.
20. The last person you yelled at?
:: him also.
21. In the last week, have you kissed someone?
:: yes.
22. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
:: hormones. lol.
23. If you could do anything, what would you do?
:: change the world.
24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where would you go?
:: venice.
25. Are you old-fashioned?
:: honestly, in some things, yes.
26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
:: food.
27. Five facts about you.
:: i love food, and my idea of a diet is mcd once in two days instead of once a day.
:: i am currently addicted to restaurant city on facebook.
:: i don't believe in trends and fads.
:: actually i'm slow in catching up lah.
:: hence i'm still playing restaurant city when pretty much everyone is sick of it already.
28. Five things that scare you.
:: the dark.
:: creepy crawly insects.
:: sudden loud noises.
:: small confined spaces.
:: heights.
29. Two songs that has been playing in your head lately.
:: Motion City Soundtrack's Fell In Love Without You.
:: Princess One Point Five's With Light There Is Hope.
30. Five things you treasure in your life.
:: life itself.
:: love.
:: laughter.
:: hope.
:: faith.
Labels: main kejar-kejar
found my solitude* 3:25:00 AM
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Friday, June 12, 2009
IN YOUR FACE.
yours truly got her new shoes!
whoo whee!
finally got my claws on them after two weeks of tormented waiting.
sedangkan all this time they were obediently sitting around in the post office waiting for ME to pick THEM up while I was waiting for THEM to arrive in the mail.
...
fergie heels from ablinc.
a steal for rm65 only =)
work, work, work.
eat, eat, eat.
sleep, sleep, sleep.
work, camwhore, eat, sleep, work, camwhore, sleep, eat.
this is the life you call no life.
sadness.
nasib baik lah masih ada yang sayang kat aku nie.
ngabang kat barz!ng di hari gawai.
=)
a fire i witnessed some time ago.
a tyre factory nearby our place caught fire.
even after the fire was put out, some continued burning for the next few days.
i might die of lung cancer.
either from THAT smoke, or my smoking smoke.
if that is my fate to be.
Labels: ahlian
found my solitude* 9:01:00 PM
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Friday, May 29, 2009
UNFORGIVABLE SINNER.
little precious has a natural obsession.
dreams of war, dreams of liars, dreams of dragons' fire.
every whisper of every waking hour she's choosing her confessions.
Labels: revelation
found my solitude* 9:33:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
LETTING YOU GO. LETTING YOU DOWN.
i know i let you down.
but it's not like that now.
..after flight causes the fall..
Labels: revelation
found my solitude* 12:32:00 AM
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Friday, May 22, 2009
THE MYSTERY OF LA KUKARACHA.
is it weird for me to dream of cockroaches?
like, as in, multi neon-coloured cockroaches.
like, as in, crusader cockroaches.
like, as in, sophisticated jet-flying cockroaches.
like, as in, going piu piu piong piong boom crash boom cockroaches.
ah..
the mystery..
la kukaracha.
i shit you not.
sigh.
Labels: sci-fi
found my solitude* 5:54:00 PM
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Saturday, May 16, 2009
SLEEPLESS NIGHTS.
how do you wake up from a nightmare.
even though you know it's all just a dream.
but in the cold light of day.
you still can't know.
what's reality.
and what's not.
anymore.
Labels: revelation
found my solitude* 3:19:00 PM
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Sunday, May 10, 2009
A MILLION WORDS. UNSPOKEN.
yours truly has been tagged by the superstar being paparazzi-frenzied : amey.
been so long since i got one of this.
so here goes.
Upload your favorite picture and answer the question below.
Why did you choose the photo?
:: memories of the day everything became right again.
When was the last time you ate pizza?
:: so last year.
The last song you've listen to?
:: Collective Soul - Tremble for my Beloved.
What are you doing beside answering this tag?
:: feeling the wind in my face and sucking the wind down my throat in the process of lighting up.
Besides your own name, how do you like people to call you?
:: something besides my own name. coz people tend to mispronounce it.
Tag 6 persons, the following questions are related to them. - dave
- allen
- sharon
- grace
- angel
- cassie
Who is number 1?
:: the barbaric friend (*lol*) who's been there for me through time.
No.3 has a relationship with?
:: her lemon.
Say something about number 5.
:: in bali having the time of her life.
How about number 4?
:: a very gifted writer.
Who is number 2?
:: a very complicated guy.
Say something to number 6.
:: keep the faith alive =)
obligatory pics of "A Night with the Emperor".
literally.
of course, only if you knew who the "Emperor" was.
who, may i add, was unfortunately dethroned last night.
tuesday 05.05.09.
opening night of Emperor @ Travilion
we have one. so they have two.
*whisper* : she's hiding from the paparazzi..
christine & edmund
ini baru look like emperor kan XD
borrowed some random nerd's glasses.
*oopss* XD
random pics of the wu liaw moments we have at work.
don't ask me why we ended up looking like lost emo kids on the steps.
nothing better than a getaway to paradise where no one and nothing else matters except you and me.
yep. my teddybear had fun too =)
Labels: ahlian, main kejar-kejar
found my solitude* 4:48:00 PM
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Thursday, April 30, 2009
UNTITLED.
did you believe you failed me?
did you think you let me down?
we know you tried so hard
in your own way
it's easy
just let it go
slowly
you will forget
then you can forgive
did you feel lost since you left?
did you find the way?
i saw you searching for someone
the reason you went so wrong
there's no one here to blame
there's no place here to cry
there's no time here to regret
it's easy to have faltered
it doesn't matter
just come home
no they way was never long gone
it's simply a forgotten memory
you are not forsaken
never will you be forgotten again
never again
you won't be lost again
now that you are found
it won't be easy
but try to let it go
wipe away your tears
you are forgiven
...
i am now at the beginning of the end
i am finally at the end of a new beginning
...
Labels: revelation
found my solitude* 10:10:00 PM
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Friday, April 24, 2009
STORY OF KISAH BENAR.
do you remember the first few months of your relationship?
butterflies in the stomach, that tingly giggly feeling all over?
if you are one of the lucky ones to still be in that stage of wooing, all i can say is cherish it all you can.
and you know what?
if you have any underlying doubts or questions you're dying to ask him/her, ask them now.
if you wait "for the right time" to ask, the only answers you are going to get will either be a lie or "i don't wanna talk about it".
it's only common sense that the older we become, the higher chances of our potential partners to have had some kinda shady shit behind them.
who doesn't?
it could be that he was married, has a child or had suffered the loss of a loved one.
sure promises are meant to be kept.
like for example, he had a girlfriend before you with whom he was sexually active with.
but he denied ever sleeping with her.
until one day he terlepas cakap la katakan, he goes like uh-oh.
then he finally admits to you that he had been fucking her but but but she made him promise never to tell anyone.
of course the initial reaction is "why?"
simple la.
if he never kisses and tell (in this case fuck and tell), she will forever remain the holy virgin in everyone's eyes, the dirty slut.
sure secrets are meant to be kept.
what you don't know won't hurt you right?
but if you do intend to cheat around behind your significant others' back, do it wisely.
and do it at your own risk.
if your plan does somehow backfire (i.e. you got caught cheating), do not pusing the situation and put the blame on the other party.
okay, so the reason you HAD to search somewhere else was due to the fact that he/she "no longer satisfies" you - just leave, retard.
sure memories are meant to be cherished.
honestly, who ever does stop loving a lover from our past?
you don't just stop loving someone.
if you feel hate however, ask yourself why are you hating?
simply because you were hurt, right?
no one will blame anyone for thinking of the ex once in a while, or missing them sometimes.
but it's certainly UNNECESSARY to keep those memories in the form of photographs.
and by that, i meant, pics of your ex naked.
and and and pretending to delete them in front of your girlfriend, then retrieved them behind her back, and stored them in a hidden folder on your laptop for "future use"?
hell if you think your girl's that dumb, you are the fool fucker here.
if you miss her so much, just go fuck her.
editor's note
no names were included to protect the identities of the criminals in the interest of their future huntings.
mun nya terasa, boh pien lo.
disclaimer
kisah-kisah ini adalah rekaan semata-mata dan tiada kena-mengena dengan yang hidup atau mati.
akan tetapi, ini memang adalah berdasarkan kisah benar.
satu-satunya alasan saya melaporkan kisah benar ini adalah untuk membuktikan bahawa jasad hidup yang dinamakan jantan itu memang tidak boleh dipercayai dan jasad hidup yang dinamakan betina itu memang tiada guna.
sekian terima kasih.
*takes a dramatic bow*
*dodges the rotten eggs*
(fuck you)
Labels: porno
found my solitude* 6:54:00 PM
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
STORY OF HONESTLY
someone dear to me was telling me how i don't have to be the cold cynical bitch that i am all the time.
instead i should just be my sweet brilliant self to spread love and joy around in this gloomy retarded world.
of course those were not the exact words used, but i thought of them appropriate.
i can do that.
it's easy.
just free your inner bimbo.
and bear in mind the key rules :
0.
1.
2.
5.
don't geddit?
allow ta jie to demonstrate.
0!
1!
2!
5!
this step-by-step guide also includes very useful tips in your quest to achieve ultimate bimbotism!
tip #1
big swollen eyes succesfully achieved by no less than 24 hours of insomnia.
tip #2
camera must be held at an angle of no less than 45 degrees higher than the level of the eye.
tip #3
pout, pout, and pout.
tip #4
it's all in the head. think it, and you can be it.
disclaimer
it's often said that those who poke fun at others are merely jealous.
after all, your haters are actually your biggest fans.
so believe me when i say i am truly envious of you.
deep down inside me, i yearn to be as adorable as you are.
trust me, i'm telling the truth!
while i'm still under the effects of the truth elixir..
i harbor a secret passion of snapping candids of people eating.
on a totally unrelated note, i hate the Bejeweled Blitz 2 game on Facebook.
nah the truth is i hate myself for being so noob at games.
i can never get past 50k even though i play at it for hours.
but why do some people have it so easy?
i blame it on my childhood for not playing any mind-constructive games like Nintendo instead of wasting my time destructing my IQ by loving Scrabble.
Labels: ahlian, porno
found my solitude* 8:33:00 PM
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we have one. so they have two.
*whisper* : she's hiding from the paparazzi..
christine & edmund
ini baru look like emperor kan XD
borrowed some random nerd's glasses.
